Been in the hospital for a while... Because of reasons.
But I'm back now. You won't believe how much I misse the green dA color.
How is everyone?
Thoughts on recent newsFeelingsThoughts on recent news by HITCHICKSFTW
I tried to cry but no tears came forth.
I tried to feel hurt but all I was feeling was confused.
I shouldn't be feeling anything. I should feel numb.
But I don't feel numb. I don't feel anything at all.
Betrayed? Angry? Frustrated?
No. No. And no.
What am I supposed to feel?
Nothing at all. It was over. And I knew it. We lost contact. And I knew it.
A head's up would have been nice, sure. But not exactly needed or, and if I'm being completely honest, wanted.
Can't say I feel happy. But I think I feel relieved.
I guess that chapter if my life is now over and closed. The open ending is now finalized.
I'd be lying to myself if said I won't think about it, because I will. And I'll be hoping, always hoping that maybe someday we'll meet once more and will be able to talk like two old friends with no bitter thoughts and sour feelings.
I can't say I feel something. In truth, I feel nothing.
And that's okay.
I was never very good with my, or anyone else's, feelings. That's my def
Poem for youIt seems like it's been a lifetime since I've composed anything for youPoem for you by HITCHICKSFTW
Lately the words don't flow like they used to
In all honesty, mere words will never be enough to express the feelings that run rampant between us two.
What can I say?
How can I express my ever lasting and never ending love for you?
Shall I speak of your enchanting eyes?
I'm afraid I'd rather get lost in them.
Maybe talking of your tempting lips would be simpler?
It's not. That feat is next to impossible when I only want to kiss them.
Perhaps I should praise your silken hair?
I believe I would only be distracted as I curl my fingers through it and take in the intriguing scent that makes my blood warm up.
I think it would be easier to compliment your breathtaking beauty, from you're pretty head to your cute feet. And yet words will never suffice.
How does that sonnet go again...?
How I love thee? Let me count the ways...
But even that written masterpiece doesn't do my strong feelings for you any ju
Saying Good byeSaying goodbyeSaying Good bye by HITCHICKSFTW
"You'd think it would get easier..." You said.
"Doing what?" I asked.
You started crying.
"Saying good bye." You looked down hiding your tears from me.
I chuckled once. It was weak. My throat felt constricted. "You'd think I'd be used to it by now..." I managed to say before I, too, started to cry.
Your voice shook. "I love him."
I didn't look at you. I couldn't. But I knew the truth. "I know."
"I'm sorry--" you began.
I stopped you. "Don't." I took a deep breath and despite my better judgement, despite the fact that I knew you were going to walk down that aisle in a couple of days... Despite the fact that I knew it was wrong and you loved him...
I reached out and took you in my arms. Pressing my lips to yours, I willed it so that you would forever remember whose lips were yours.
"Apologizing does no good here, my love." I mumbled against your lips and and held your face close. Leaning my forehead on yours, I held you for the last time knowing I w
Lovely Flirts "Viola, you're ignoring me."Lovely Flirts by PhoenixKaption
"I am not."
"Viola, I love you."
"I'm sure you do."
"Viola, I need you."
"Yeah, of course."
"Your hair is so pretty."
"I'm sure it is."
"So long and lovely."
"Not really, you know."
"All red and wavy."
"More frizzy, it's true."
"Viola, why are you acting this way?"
"Viola, don't ignore me."
"I'm not trying to."
"Viola, you love me."
"So we say."
"You make my day."
"A whole lot worse, I'm sure."
"But, Viola I care."
"All you do is stare."
"Viola, I can't help it."
"It's not normal."
A Hopeless Romantic.|
An emotional wreck.
Keep your distance, I bite.
Get this. You mess with me you get two hits. I hit you and you hit the ground.
You do NOT want to Fcuk with this girl.
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